As I take a moment to look back on the past year of Jennifer Kalina Ministries, my heart is filled with a profound sense of gratitude and humility. It’s incredible to think that it all began at such a pivotal moment – the 30th anniversary of my own struggle with suicide. That moment marked a significant milestone in my personal journey, one that compelled me to share my story with all of you. Feeling a deep calling from God to embark on this ministry journey, I surrendered myself to His divine timing and plan.
Admittedly, I hadn’t fully comprehended the dedication and time required to build such a ministry. Juggling the demands of school, motherhood, my teenagers’ activities, and a full-time job meant that I couldn’t give this endeavor as much attention as I had initially hoped. Nonetheless, Jennifer Kalina Ministries stands strong, and I remain steadfast in my commitment to gradually unveil my journey – its highs and lows. I firmly believe that my ultimate purpose lies in spreading the message of redemption, the Gospel, and God’s unfailing love.
This past year has been a mixture of challenges and triumphs, each one contributing to profound personal growth. Through it all, I have felt the unwavering presence of God – His love, guidance, and companionship sustaining me through every twist and turn.
There have been moments of adversity where I found myself on bended knee, seeking solace and direction from above. In those instances when circumstances felt overwhelming, His gentle whisper encouraged me to release control and trust in His plan to protect both myself and my children. It brings to mind a verse that has been a source of comfort and strength for me:
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9)
This year stands as a testament to God’s faithfulness and the power of surrendering to His will. As I continue to navigate life’s challenges and victories, I am profoundly grateful for His constant presence and the opportunity to share His love with the world through Jennifer Kalina Ministries.
A recent social media post deeply resonated with me, offering profound wisdom in navigating relationships and betrayal:
“My mom once told me that she walked into a room where a couple of friends were discussing her, unaware of her presence. She shook her head, smiled, and walked away. My mom also shared that she had a friend who spoke ill of her, unbeknownst to her. She smiled and walked away from this friendship. She recounted having family who chose to distance themselves from her when she stood up for herself, refusing to continue crossing oceans for them when they wouldn’t even help her cross a bridge. She smiled, shook her head, and walked away. So, I asked her how she could simply walk away from people who betrayed her while pretending to be friends or family. She explained that at each crossroad like that, she had to decide who would accompany her on her journey. This revealed to her who she could not bring along. She advised me never to harbor anger towards those who betray, even in the guise of friendship or family. Instead, gracefully bow out and enjoy the journey with the new people God brings into your life.”
This post struck a chord with me as I found myself having to let go of a few people in my life and my children’s. Amidst all the challenges I’ve encountered, I’m reminded of one of my favorite verses:
“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.” (Jeremiah 29:11)
I trust in His timing, knowing that all things work out according to His plan. Trust in Him and the journey He sets before you, for you are never alone.
My dear Friends, I hope you find solace in who God is and trust in His timing. All things work out for good – the good and the bad – as He builds your strength and trust in Him. I eagerly anticipate what He has in store for me and my children.
Be blessed, friends. More updates to come later.
Jennifer Kalina 